OK - if you're experiencing some rejection in some way, it MIGHT not be what you think.
I can't speak for you, but in my life I can recount off the top of my head DOZENS of times where the following has happened:
1) I wanted something to happen very badly. I begged God. I asked others to pray.
2) God said no. Or the door was just closed. I was crestfallen. Sometimes for years.
3) With the benefit of time, today, I am SO glad He did say no.
Think about it.