There is a meaningful story in the book "The Hiding Place". It's author, Corrie ten Boom, tells of her story living in a Nazi concentration camp. As she is speaking with her father, she contemplates the prospect of torture and death ahead of her...
I burst into tears, “I need you!” I sobbed. “You can’t die! You can’t!”
“Corrie,” he began gently. “When you and I go to Amsterdam, when do I give you your ticket?”
“Why, just before we get on the train.”
“Exactly. And our wise Father in heaven knows when we’re going to need things, too. Don’t run out ahead of him, Corrie. When the time comes that some of us will have to die, you will look into your heart and find the strength you need – just in time.”
When you must go through trials and suffering today -- as we all will on some days -- you will not be alone.